spent yesterday in eau claire, finding excuses just to be there. i bought my father fahrenheit 911 for his birthday. he said he would like to have seen it, regardless of the stance that he is widely indifferent regarding politics. i asked him yesterday if he cared about birthdays. "no". i ask if he cares about my birthday. "no". however if i don't get him a gift than i will be the inconsiderate one.
spent yesterday w/ (a). slept over. he kept waking up and grabbing me and vice versa only to smile, kiss, hold, and then promptly fall asleep, again. this happened about 11 times during the night. i feel on top of the world. butterflies in my stomach.