so i haven't been able to articulate anything lately; it's some mess of cognition, a loss of cognizant thinking. am i thinking? it's like i've become so indifferent about everything - my emotions are so outwardly level and smooth that it appears that i have no negative emotions.
inside things are a lot different, however, and it's sort of scary that i cannot get anything out. what the fuck is happening? seriously, i'd like to know. i even have a hard time expressing my emotions toward (a) - maybe somewhere underneath this is just a defense mechanism.
tomorrow is election day in the u.s.; please vote! it's never been so imperative.